As I have received too many letters, I had to throw away my belongings. I felt it filled my heart, but in fact it’s all empty again. It’s better to have more money. It’s better to have more friends. It’s better to feel more secured. What is happiness anyway? Being desperate means you’re ready to die, being absorbed means you’re in a dream. So desperately and absorbedly, we were racing through the season. While I got more scars, I had a buddy to laugh away the pain together. Don’t feel jealous of your past self. That’s your virtual enemy.
So we can laugh when we have fun. So we can cry when we’re sad. What can we do when we feel empty? Tell me. Tell me. Saying goodbye with no regret, seasons just come and go What should I expect from that? Tell me. Tell me. The empty sky is crushing me.
After all, every human lacks a thing or two. The difference is if you feel something’s missing or if you feel something’s needed. I carry minimal burden, still it’s more than enough for me. I think I’ll try to run again. I’ll run desperately and absorbedly. Today draws in and today comes in. Not that I could go with the flow, but while I kept saying no to what I hate, I drifted to a day like this. So today is a special day, to commemorate me who fought a good fight, but there’s only one problem: today is such an empty day.
So we can laugh when we have fun. So we can cry when we’re sad. What can we do when we feel empty? Tell me. Tell me. Saying goodbye with no regret, people and things I loved went too quickly. What should I expect from that? Tell me. Tell me. The empty sky is crushing me.
Does it make you feel better by showing your weakness? Does it make you feel better by crying your heart out? Does it feel good to say you want to die? Don’t you want to step out of there? I left something somewhere, either in a classroom or in my mother’s belly. Happiness means nothing if you can’t love your eternal void.
So we can laugh when we have fun. So we cry when we’re sad. What can we do when we feel empty? Tell me. Tell me. We come from some dark place, just to go back to some dark place What can I do in between? Tell me. Tell me. The empty sky is crushing me.
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30.12.2015 в 03:54Открыл текст - испугался количества и инглиша. Но я как-то соберусь с силами.
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30.12.2015 в 17:17-
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30.12.2015 в 17:50Да, я тоже подметила для себя) Мне нравится, при том, что не самый обычный)